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I’ve been analyzing these thoughts that come to mind about the parallels of human vibrations , questioning the construction behind reflective culture. I guess it’s easy to say that “great minds think alike” or that “the universe is my reflection” and people will find their own ways to adopt these idealizations of mankind. Although for me I managed to individually break down the concept into a sense that speaks truthfully on how human encounters show reflection of either unequal vibrations and symmetrical vibrations. I was mostly coming to the realization that the world is not consistently or always a reflection of myself or who I am but that the world will distribute the reality of different energies of who are and who aren’t compatible with yours. 

A very , very important thing is to acknowledge that energy cannot be materialized within character. Energy is what we know that holds value within communication , thought process , body language and simply naturally existing as a whole being. Energy is a part of childhood growth , a child who is born in a specific kind of household (whether it being a single parent household , drug abuse household , alcoholic household, etc) that child will consume the energy that is being distributed by the elders or parents producing that kind of energy. We talk about how a child doesn’t really know any better until the ages of 15 - 16 where things slightly become more knowledgeable and things start to make sense , but it’s still effectively consuming that child’s thought on how to behave. 

The neighborhood , the ghetto , the boroughs that poses culture on a widespread of various international heritages - these third world descendants distribute the kind of energy that allows their children to develop discipline , honesty , understanding and character. The diversity within the ghetto is what breeds newer generations to become curious because their parents restricted them from the realities that existed at a level they weren’t ready for. Now you can mix innocence with natural thoughts , a teenager will consume the realities of natural experiences and based off on how he is socially received by his or her peers will determine the kind of vibrational routes he or she chooses to go in. 

The common sense of knowing what is right and what is wrong is often followed by reasoning; the reason behind “you know what , what if—“ ... that decision is based on an energetic vibration that questions the reciprocated gains - wondering if the energy behind this decision will be determined to be a good one. It’s a constant process that humans need understand in order for energy to be a natural thing rather than it being forced , it can be slightly difficult to function entirely while conscious if your energy is always being forced into a certain place of comfort. Almost like to think of it as like if you get too close to the bubble it’ll pop and people are scared of that. You can’t possibly fear something that is in your control as a spiritual being , grasping the natural ways of existing is a 

function that becomes a process. Learning how to loosen your shoulders and empower your thoughts , it’s a process. Learning how to breathe and blink every once and a while , it becomes a process, adapting this process is one of the important things that humans sometimes overlook and don’t bother to do because they aren’t thinking of it in the present moment. 

This goes back to the simple idea of “universal reflection” , i sub consciously question the motives of every encounter by the simplicity of reading body language and breathing patterns. It took me years of meditation and taking action to really fulfill the emptiness of basic communication. Where a simple “Hi” can be responded back by another simple “Hello , How are you”. Certain things are almost expected and that is what you call an “ice breaker” , or the “rock in the river” People preferably like when a “vibe is set” because it brings a certain level of comfort that the party may already comprehend. That’s alright , I understand now the coping mechanisms of society from a wide range of aspects and I still feel like the acceptance of indifference hasn’t grown to its fullest potential. I mean that to say that people will naturally not accept specific energy rather than wanting to empower that curiosity and expanding the bubble of their comfort zone. The protection of energy has become a very important mentality for a lot of humans now a days and that is something I can actually agree with. Simply acknowledging the right kind of energy to allow into our lives and acknowledging how the wrong kind of energy (an energy that is already built on it being purely negative with no change or growth) can possibly affect us in a certain way. Building energy stamina is key within this ideology of  refraining from sinking into negative or low energy , as it effects our ways of our own thought process , our own body language , our own spiritual aura (presence) in which is a sense of vibrations from one human being spirit to another; and last our own decisions. It’s obvious at times when we sit with the thought of not wanting to interact or not wanting to speak extensively , it’s obvious because we feel it in our stomachs , it’s very much a gut feeling of resistance , a gut feeling of intertwining nerves that feeling like a bass guitar string with a drunk charles mingus leading the composition. How does one remove that feeling ? in fact how does climb out of it ? what works ? is it the consistency of water hydration as it moisturizes our voice box and refreshes the dryness  within our mouths ?  

I’m quite unsure of a more natural way to overcome this deep gut feeling of nerve pulling pressure , I’ve understood that like what doesn’t kill you will always make you stronger. Don’t resist , but always occupy the “needy” section of your brain with something that will ease down the pressure of negativity. How that negative stirring in your stomach almost feels like a thousand pounds and when you feel that weight of negative pressure it becomes then a wide entre of options of how to become free. How do you minimize that entre of options even though it stems from personal ways of spiritual remedies to ease off any weight or simply to stimulate the mind in a very much productive manner. For me I realized that it was something along the lines of expression through word of mouth , for example listening to spoken word rather than actual instrumentals with words. I knew it struct me in a enlightening way when i no longer felt like a prisoner of my own negative pressure. I wanted to put a loud bass within my own work , I wanted erupt in freedom of speech while listening to the Watts Prophets. I wanted to let the world know that: 

“I am Black , Jack and you blind Jack , that’s right Jack , I am Black. Blacker than Night Sky at Night time, Blacker than the Blueberries Juice , Blacker than yo shoes and shoelace , Blacker than european beauty mark that sits on your face .. that’s right Jack , uh huh. That’s right. I’m BLACK.” 

Me , coming to that realization of what it felt like to unlock that weight of negative pressure also brought me into a creative space. A space where now I’m visualizing ideas and the energy of wanting to produce something is present , the world no longer has control of my spiritual motives because now I’ve entered a personal space and my intentions are clear before me. When your intentions aren’t clear enough for you to understand , that weight of negative pressure is causing that presence of conscious blurriness. It causes you to have a clouded , doubtful mindset and for you to overcome that you’ve got to subconsciously set yourself straight. Your posture changes , the thought process regenerates and realizes that nothing really matters to that extent and you begin to open up , you begin to look around with purpose. Your spiritual movement is now coordinating with your thought process , that is self enlightenment within empowerment. Your aura changes completely. I knew that working more towards self discipline will allow me to become more aware of myself and my surroundings , How I changed my demeanor and my posture was a message I wanted to convey to the masses that I am aware but also not worried. I am aware of how human we all are and that this is our natural ways of existing. As soon as I construct that strong thought process and marinate it over my chakras , everything from anxiety and negative self esteem begins to evaporate into thin air and no longer ceases to exist. I’m then now finding my self in a more symmetrical shape of spiritual energy , I’m congruent now meaning I am whole again. Together.